Happy..........

and In Love.


I am at my parents for the weekend.

Jay is with me.

He met my family for the first time and although he felt nervous at first, so far everything has been completely natural and really good. Thank you GOD!

I love that Jay loves my cooking.

That also makes me feel loved back.

He comforts me in a way that I've never been comforted.

I've been missing my sister Maria a lot lately and have found it hard to talk about her without crying.

He lets me cry.

He touches me on the shoulder or strokes my hair.

He holds me and just listens.

He doesn't try to fix me.....because he can't.....only God can and he knows that.

He just lets me be and that also makes me feel loved.

He takes care of me so well. He lays his hands on me and prays for me when I'm sick or hurting.

He challenges me and tells me like it is. And I do the same in return.

Our friendship is unconditional.

His purity encourages me and causes me to keep pressing on in the strength of my purity and the promised hope of marriage and the blessing of when "The two shall become one."

Thank you God for this "blind-sided surprise!"

For great is your love, reaching to the heavens;
your faithfulness reaches to the skies.

Psalm 57:10